Saturday, 25 May 2019

Look out for Leitmotifs!


Look out for Leitmotifs!



Usually the subject of my blog is a coincidental experience which happened some time ago.  But today I want to tell you about a leitmotif which started this month during Christian Aid Week (12 – 18 May) and is not due to end until tomorrow!

By ‘leitmotif’ I mean a series of coincidences.  The Oxford Dictionary defines it as ‘a recurrent theme in a musical or literary work’.  The ‘leit’ part comes from the German ‘leiten’ – ‘to lead.’  So, what was the recurrent theme that I was being led to notice?  Answer:  Church organists - and all we owe to them.

Tomorrow Paul Cohen, our Prestwick Kingcase Church organist, is to receive a certificate, marking his wonderful achievement of sixty years’ service.  Here he is – smiling cheerfully as usual. 




Let us pause for a moment to think of all the work of church organists.

Every Sunday they turn up at church for one, two or even three services.  During the previous week they prepare the hymns chosen by the preacher, and if there is a church choir, they will have spent an evening preparing the singers for Sunday worship.  They decide on music to play as the congregation arrives and departs, also pieces for the collection of the offering and for the serving of Communion bread and wine. Then, of course, they make a very important contribution to both weddings and funerals, perhaps after spending hours practising the music requested by the families concerned.  By guiding us through the hymn tunes, they help us to express vocally our deepest emotions of joy and sorrow, and to feel part of the Christian community.  How many hundreds – no, thousands! – of people Paul must have helped in that way over the course of sixty years!

And now, back to this year’s Christian Aid Week.

Wednesday 15 May.  My friend Glenn delivered a letter to me from a lady who attends Girvan North Church, where he is currently serving as locum preacher.  (Girvan is on the Clyde coast, about 24 miles south of Prestwick, my home town.) 

Glenn had kindly promoted my book Joyful Witness in the church pew leaflet.  On seeing my surname, several elderly members realised that I was the daughter-in-law of Robert Bates, their former organist and choirmaster, who died in 1979.  The lady (Irene) had written: ‘For many years I enjoyed being in Mr Bates’ choir.  He was lovely man, and how he loved his choir!’

Thursday 16 May.  On my morning door-to-door collection for Christian Aid, I was delighted when a friendly lady opened her front door, waving her filled envelope.  “I saw you coming!” she said.  Then, peering at the collector’s badge on my jacket, she asked,”Are you by any chance the daughter of Mr Robert Bates, who used to teach me piano and singing on Saturday mornings in Ayr?”  When I explained that I was, in fact, his daughter-in-law, the lady (Mary) asked me in for a chat.

She was surprised to learn that Mr Bates had lived in Girvan, only coming to Ayr on Saturdays to visit his elderly father and to teach a few local pupils.  As she told me how she had enjoyed her singing lessons, I realised that this was the second time within 24 hours that someone had ‘sung the praises’ of my 40-yeqrs-dead father-in-law!  A strange, intense feeling, which reminded me of the last verse of the poem Heraclitus.

‘And now that thou art lying, my dear old Carian guest, A handful of grey ashes, long, long ago at rest, Still are thy pleasant voices, thy nightingales, awake, For Death, he taketh all away, but them he cannot take.’

Warming to the subject, I told Mary more details about her teacher.  He was born in 1903 in the little mining village of Lethanhill in the Doon valley, high above the other villages of Patna, Waterside and Dalmellington.  All four villages, built on the South  Ayrshire coalfield, supplied workers for the Dalmellington Ironworks.  On his fourteenth birthday Robert left school and was sent down the local mine – which he hated!  Fortunately, the daughter of the local headmaster loved music and had an organ brought up the steep “incline” – on a horse-drawn cart!  Robert eagerly learned to play it, and in 1919, at the age of sixteen, was appointed organist and choirmaster at Waterside church.

Four years later he moved to Girvan as organist and choirmaster of St Andrews Church, then latterly of Girvan North Church. Here he is, playing for a wedding.  The fact that it is a colour photo – plus his white hair - suggests that it was taken in the late 1960s or the 1970s.




On the fortieth and fiftieth anniversaries of his arrival in Girvan he was presented with grateful testimonial certificates.  However, he did not quite reach his sixtieth anniversary, as he died, in Ayr’s Heathfield Hospital, just one month before his seventy-sixth birthday.  But, faithful to the last, he played the hymns for the hospital’s Sunday service only four days before his death.

Mary had listened with interest to all this information.  “Isn’t it strange,” she remarked, “I never knew that Mr Bates was an organist – and yet my uncle and two of his sons were all church organists!”

Friday 17 May.  After completing my collection of envelopes, I took them to Diane, our Christian Aid organiser.  I told her about the coincidences concerning my father-in-law.  There was a silence...

 Then Diane exclaimed “That is absolutely astonishing!  Do you know, Kathleen, my uncle was the organist at Waterside Church for 60 years!  Look, here on my iPhone I have a photo of the newspaper cutting about the sixty-years’ service certificate he got from the Church of Scotland.  I showed this to our minister, and he has applied for the same certificate for Paul!  Isn’t that amazing?”

Well, yes indeed! And now I hope that tomorrow I’ll be there to witness Paul receiving his well-deserved Diamond Anniversary certificate – for his own kind of Christian Aid.

Deo gratias

Wednesday, 22 May 2019

Midweek Special Offer!


Midweek Special Offer!

Here is my book Joyful Witness, illustrated by Troon artist Ronnie Russell. The lovely cover shows Ayr Bay.  

The brief summary on the back reads as follows:

 Coincidences: are they the product of pure chance? Or might they have some hidden significance?

Testifying to the coincidences and other startling events which have deepened her faith in God, the author invites readers to judge whether or not these are “admissible evidence”, and to reflect on any surprising sources of help which they themselves may have experienced in times of stress.


Troubled by the large number of homeless people on our streets, I have come to an arrangement with my local branch of Shelter.  If you send a donation (of your choice) to
                           Shelter Prestwick,   107 Main Street,   Prestwick KA9 1JS                                                                                                                                                                                                         adding ‘Joyful Witness’ or just ‘JW’, to the back of your cheque, plus your address, I will send you a free signed copy (postage paid).

Saturday, 18 May 2019

Bunessan (Sequel): The Mysterious Whistler


Bunessan (Sequel):  The Mysterious Whistler



The hymn tune Bunessan is a traditional Gaelic melody.  It was chosen by Mary Macdonald for the Christmas hymn she had written: Leanabh an aigh - which we know in English as Child in the manger.  It was given that name because Mary lived in that village on the island of Mull.  More recently Eleanor Farjeon chose the same melody for her hymn Morning has broken.


In my last blog (Bunessan,11 May) I explained why that tune has such a special meaning for me, reminding me of the wonderful spiritual experience which Bob and I had in Bunessan.  So you will understand my delight on hearing it again, years later, in a completely different place…



The Mysterious Whistler

One April day I was in Manchester Piccadilly train station with my sister, brother-in-law and cousin. On our way to a family reunion in Harrogate, we had paused to admire a temporary exhibition of prize-winning photographs of British landscapes. 

Suddenly I heard a delightful sound: a man whistling!  That always reminds me of my childhood when cheerful whistling often heralded the arrival of the postman, milkman or window-cleaner.  Nowadays I always thank a whistler for spreading good cheer, so when he appeared from behind the opposite display stand, I was about to do that – when I realised what he was whistling: the hymn tune Bunessan.

Bunessan!  That name struck me like a bolt from the blue!  The next few minutes are just a blur.  All I can remember is stammering “That’s Bunessan you’re whistling!” as he came to admire the photograph in front of me, then following him when he said, “This one is my favourite: the lighthouse at Beachy Head.”  As we looked at it I was still repeating in amazement, “Bunessan! That was Bunessan you were whistling!” 

He turned to me with a smile and, holding out his hand, introduced himself, saying, “I’m .....” – but at that moment a  loud announcement over the tannoy drowned out his name.  I think it began with J, but it could have been G for George

 “I’m Kathleen”, I replied, and we shook hands warmly.

 “It was nice talking to you.  I’d like to give you this”, he said, handing me a brightly coloured booklet.  I looked down at it – and when I looked back up the man had disappeared, leaving me standing there gobsmacked, full of amazement and joy! 

On the train to Harrogate I read the booklet I had been given.  It is entitled Travelling Light - and I loved it!  I had no idea what CWR (the letters of the publisher’s name) stood for, but felt a great affinity with its stated purpose: ‘Applying God’s Word to everyday life and relationships’, because that’s exactly what I hoped to do when I wrote my own book, Joyful Witness.

I love Travelling Light for all sorts of reasons:  the play on the word “light”, with the instantly striking use of bright sunny colours on the black background, the great variety of size and colour of letters and shape of paragraphs, the delivery of the key message in small manageable “bites”, the witty and down-to-earth style of the author, Jeff Lucas.

 Its starting point is an experience common to many travellers: that of struggling with heavy luggage – just as many people struggle through life with heavy burdens of worry, despair, grief, or shame.  And then, in large letters, comes the core message, contained in Jesus’ words:



Other pleasing features: the pocket size of the booklet, the smooth “special” feel of the paper and, above all, the beautiful prayer (on white) at the end, especially the words ‘Strengthen me, direct me, and touch the broken world through me’.

Unlike the usual religious tracts, it concentrates entirely on helping the reader, without any request for money or any insistence on joining a particular sect or denomination.

Back in Piccadilly station, on our return from Harrogate, I asked my sister to take a photograph of me holding Travelling Light, in front of the mysterious whistler’s favourite photograph, the lighthouse at Beachy Head.  Later, when I had it printed, I was amused to see that in the background there is a man striding along briskly, without any suitcase or cumbersome bags – only a rucksack, i.e. travelling light!



I have no idea who the kindly mysterious whistler was. I can’t even remember what he looked like! The booklet was in pristine condition, and appeared to be the only copy he had.  Maybe my babbling on about Bunessan made him think that I was in need of spiritual comfort?  My sister’s best friend had died that morning, and we were all trying to come to terms with her death, while at the same time endeavouring to keep an outward appearance of cheerfulness for the sake of the cousin whose 80th birthday we were going to celebrate. Could he possibly have sensed our hidden distress?  So many unanswered questions!   My only certainty is that this unexpected meeting brought me joy, and for that I thank God.     



(Copies of Travelling Light and other popular books by Jeff Lucas can be bought online at www.cwr.org.uk )        

Saturday, 11 May 2019

Bunessan


                                                                Bunessan


When do you usually get up in the morning?  The older I get, the greater becomes the temptation to stay for another hour or two in my cosy bed, reading or just dozing. But then I remember my Birdsong Clock with its twelve different birds and I hurry downstairs to the kitchen before the eight o’clock blackbird bursts into song.  If I’m there on time I feel that the day has got off to a good start!

As I put the kettle on I often remember the words of the hymn ‘Morning has broken, like the first morning, Blackbird has spoken, like the first bird.  That hymn is set to the tune Bunessan – which makes it doubly meaningful to me, because it was near Bunessan, a little village on the island of Mull, that I experienced a powerful spiritual blessing.  As a result, the name Bunessan has been precious to me ever since - and the startling incident which took place there prompted me to write my book Joyful Witness.  Here, from chapter 6, is a shortened account of what happened that day.



“Escape!  We have to get away!”

‘This thought was uppermost in my mind as my husband Bob and I waved goodbye to our three children, leaving them in the care of my sister and brother-in-law.

Illness and stress had taken their toll recently.  Bob’s recurrent bladder cancer had meant yet another operation; his elderly mother needed our constant support; both full-time teachers, we had had end-of-term reports to cope with as well as the daily demands of the classroom; June had brought extra family activities, enjoyable but tiring.  The children had all needed ferrying to and fro: our son Michael to various sports events, our daughters, Sally and Linda, to rehearsals for their school’s production of Gilbert and Sullivan’s H.M.S.Pinafore.  Now that the summer term was finally over we were totally exhausted – physically, mentally and spiritually.

Experience has taught me to hand everything over to God in such situations, so for the previous week I had prayed: “Please, God, give us Your support – and make us aware of it.  Please send us Your Holy Spirit to guide us, so that we can come back spiritually refreshed, certain that You are always present and know our every need. Through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.” ‘

We had decided to head north to the little island of Iona, to the west of the much bigger island of Mull.   Iona is where St Columba arrived from Ireland to bring Christianity to Scotland, and it is often said that it is a “thin place”, halfway between earth and Heaven.  Iona, therefore, seemed a good place to go for spiritual renewal.  We would travel at a leisurely pace, stopping each night at a guest-house offering Bed and Breakfast which a Tourist Office employee had found for us earlier the same day.  Our first stop would be Helensburgh, then Oban, then somewhere on Mull, as we knew that there were very few hotels on Iona itself.  

Nowadays it is easy to choose and book holiday accommodation online, but at that time we depended on the helpful Book-a-Bed-Ahead service.  Using a list of hotels and B&B places, the assistant in our local Ayr tourist office telephoned her Helensburgh counterpart and fixed us up with a bed for the night.  That evening, when chatting over supper, our B&B host advised us not to choose Tobermory on Mull but instead head for Bunessan, which was much nearer the ferry to Iona.   Neither Bob nor I had ever heard of Bunessan.

On our arrival there our host led us to our bedroom – and to our utter astonishment we saw beside the bed a group photograph, with our two daughters, Sally and Linda, smiling out at us! 


‘This ‘coincidence’ was so overwhelming that we could only stand stock-still in awe and wonder, sensing the presence of some invisible power which had led us to this experience.  The information that our host’s daughter had spent the summer term at our local school, teaching art and helping backstage with H.M.S.Pinafore did nothing to reduce our sense of wonder. It only added one more to all the elements of our special journey: our Helensburgh host, who had told us of Bunessan, and the Book-a-Bed-Ahead service through which complete strangers had found rooms for us in guest-houses which were completely unknown to us.

Once we were back home I felt that I just had to tell my friends about that startling incident.  Several of them exclaimed “Goodness, you should put that all down in writing!” Over the previous years I had already recorded many other ‘coincidences’ in my private diaries.  Now, at last, I felt prompted to “go public” and share the joy and comfort they had brought me, thereby strengthening my faith in God.  I began work on the book, which I entitled Joyful Witness, and asked my artist friend Ronnie Russell to illustrate it - which added to the pleasure!

Deo gratias

Saturday, 4 May 2019

Just then the Postman arrived!


Just then the Postman arrived!

Have you ever felt startled and astonished by something cropping up at exactly the right moment?  Perhaps, feeling sad or worried, you were wondering how to cope when suddenly the postman arrived with an amazingly appropriate letter.


The Greeks had a word for this: kairos – the right time, the appropriate time, as opposed to khronos – ordinary, everyday chronological time.  We might call it “God’s time”.  When this happens to me, I feel I must sit down and record the incident.  By writing the amazement “out of my system”, I free my mind to deal with more mundane things such as shopping, cooking, washing etc!  And it is good to read about it later on and thank God for this blessing.  Here is one such incident which I’d like to share with you.

'14 January.  Another astonishing coincidence happened today.  The weather was very stormy.  Our Kingcase Praise Group was due to perform at Prestwick South Church, starting at 2.15pm.  But the gale was so strong – gusts of 60mph, with heavy showers – that I began to think that the meeting might be cancelled.  The South Church is right on the Main Street, with no car park in front of it.  I was concerned about how I was going to reach the hall with my cello, music bag and two music stands (one for my violinist friend, Jean). Perhaps I would have to park at a distance, in the supermarket car park, and struggle against the wind with my cumbersome heavy load.

Over my early lunch I sat anxiously visualising the layout of the South Church and its hall, trying to remember if there was a little lane down one side, leading to a small car park at the back? 



Just then the postman dropped a letter through my letterbox.

To my delight it was from my dear cousin Fiona in London.  She told me that because of recent major dental surgery she had been keeping indoors, tackling some long-overdue jobs.  She and her husband John were moving a heavy old table which had belonged to his mother when to their surprise they found it had a hidden drawer, in which they discovered old photos dating back to the 1930s, plus his parents’ marriage certificate.  As John had no knowledge whatsoever of any family connection with Ayrshire, they were even more surprised when they read that the marriage had taken place in - Prestwick South Church!

My jaw dropped in amazement at the timing of this news, then, forgetting my anxiety, I chortled with delight at having another example of kairos to record in my notebook!

And when I arrived at the South Church, still chuckling, somebody directed me to a parking space immediately beside the back door...'

                                                    

   Deo gratias

Wednesday, 1 May 2019

One Foot in Eden

Midweek Extra!

On hearing about the lovely people who helped me after my recent fall, most of my friends reacted in the same way, saying, "When you think of all the depressing news the media feed us every day, it warms your heart to hear of the kindness of strangers, and renews your faith in humanity".


That reminds me of a poem by the Scottish poet Edwin Muir.  Entitled One Foot in Eden, it is based on Jesus' parable of the field where corn and tares (weeds) are growing together.  Here it is.

One Foot in Eden

 One foot in Eden still, I stand
And look across the other land.
The world's great day is growing late,
Yet strange these fields that we have planted
So long with crops of love and hate.
Time's handiworks by time are haunted, 
And nothing now can separate
The corn and tares compactly grown.  
The armorial weed in stillness bound
About the stalk; these are our own.
Evil and good stand thick around
In the fields of charity and sin
Where we shall lead our harvest in.

Yet still from Eden springs the root
 As clean as on the starting day.
Time takes the foliage and the fruit
And burns the archetypal leaf
To shapes of terror and of grief
Scattered along the winter way.
But famished field and blackened tree
Bear flowers in Eden never known.
Blossoms of grief and charity
Bloom in these darkened fields alone.

What had Eden ever to say
Of hope and faith and pity and love
Until was buried all its day
And memory found its treasure trove?
Strange blessings never in Paradise
Fall from these beclouded skies.